Dear Heavenly Father,
I wish I could see you. I often struggle to hear you. I know you’ve been with me in my post, and I’m grateful for all you’ve done for me. I feel bad for the times I doubt. I am sorry that sometimes I only connect with you when things are bad or hard.
I’m scared. Everywhere I look things seem to be uncertain or falling apart.
I wish I could see you. I often struggle to hear you. I know you’ve been with me in my post, and I’m grateful for all you’ve done for me. I feel bad for the times I doubt. I am sorry that sometimes I only connect with you when things are bad or hard.
I wonder if you hear me. Sometimes I doubt if you are real. I want to have the faith of others I’ve seen, but I struggle. I believe you love me, but I don’t know how. Thank you for being faithful, even when I am not. Thank you for your forgiveness.
I love you.
Your unfaithful child
My dear child,
I know you feel insecure. The world can seem so unstable. You’re unclear about your next steps, and you wonder if you’ll wander forever. I understand.
I want you to know that I see you. You’re not a stranger to me – I created you. In fact, every thought, feeling and even dream you have is precious to me. Even when you build walls and try to hide, I see, I know, and I love you.
Your vision is limited. My eyes see it all.
Your desires are scattered. My desire is you.
Your questions are welcome. I respond and reveal.
You doubt and struggle. I’m faithful to the end.
I want you to know me more. I’m inviting you closer. Let me show you my ways and how trustworthy I am. I want you to see your path from my perspective. I don’t have anxiety about you or your future. I’m not in a hurry. I have great joy over you and delight in your journey. Match your pace with me. Let me show you the way. I want to point out the points of interest that showcase my glory. I want you to turn around and see how I’ve led you so that you trust me as I lead the way.
You can trust me.
Faithfully,
Your Father